To Me, Crochet is Just Yarn Stabbing

Project OMGWTFF, Day 12 - *rocking back and forth* Why am I doing this?

Project OMGWTFF, Day 13 - (Today.) Stopped a bit early... 'cause I kind of had to. My back hurts. My whole arms ache. My hands ache. My wrists ache. My fingertips burn again. I have destroyed the tips of several of my fingernails (as in, they are shredded); but that is why I clip them back to keep them almost Kotetsu-like short. (This isn't some frilly pansy open design scarf crochet, folks. This is hardcore sculpting shit where rage is an asset and stabbing is a common motion.) But there is a definitive light at the end of the... er, wing tunnel. Am I anywhere near finished with this project? Not even close. But the wing basics will be done soon... and then will come clean-up, then the detailing, not to mention attaching to the body and filling in the rest of what needs to be filled in... not even thinking about the legs right now... Currently in denial.

I WILL TAKE THE WEEKEND OFF. And Monday I will have a commission to start on, so I may even get a whole week off of the insane project. Maybe things will heal. And grow. And then get destroyed again. Beads, I do not realize how much I have missed you until I have been away for... 13+ days. And about day 3 of beading I will be cursing you again, I'm sure.

But for now, Goldschlager, you're my hero.

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Tomorrow I get to reduce my prescription eye drops to twice daily. What a thrill. I remain disappointed that I haven't developed any super powers. ...That I know of. I'm sure it would be unintentionally hilarious, anyway.

............Oh dear god I have "Seigi no Koe ga Kikoerukai" stuck in my head. Sunrise, you bastards.